Deceived

To cause to believe what is not true; mislead
To catch by guile; ensnare.

To practice deceit.
To give a false impression: appearances can deceive.

They are the english definitions.
My definition?
To have been lied to. To have had all you loved and had known ripped away mercilessly. To have words aimed at you. To have them hit you. To have them rip through you. To have them scar you. To never forget. To be decieved.