Barely Alive

Have you ever wondered what other thought of you? How they saw you? What they said about you as soon as you turned your back on them?

Have you ever wondered why things are the way they are? Have you ever asked yourself "why?" or "how"?

All these questions practically ruled over Alice's live.

She wanted to know what people thought of her. Why they would look at her as if she was the most horrible thing walking the earth. What they where saying when she would hear them whisper when she walked past them in the hallways.

But she knew the answer to most of her questions. She knew the reason to why she was looked down at.

It wasn't really her fault. None of it was. She hadn't done anything. She had just been stuck with the problem of having to have been there when it happened.

Of course people just wanted someone to blame. They didnt think about how she felt or how she dealt with it all. They just tormented her and then left to then come back harder.

No one knew that everything they said and did was building up a horrible feeling inside Alice.

They didnt know that all their words would add up eventually to her committing the biggest mistake of her life.

So would you like to listen to Alice's story of how she went to having it all.

To then nothing.

To finally in the end, finding something that made her feel like she had never lost everything. Or should I say. Someone