What If I.F Existed
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Ongoing9m
Last published Tue, Jun 9, 2020
I.F: imagine friend: aka Mark
Sam: aka the boy with a crush
Y/N ,your name: aka the reader
Summary:
Love hurts and yet we crave it, driving ourselves crazy. The pain of the butterfly's trying to escape your stomach when they smile enters the room. Then the pain of them leaving the stab in the heart as you see there silhouette faded into the shadows and you wonder if it was ever real in the first place. Then you wonder if he was real, if he was ever really real.
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Man that's deep but sort of true, anyway sorry if there are any spelling mistakes in this. Happy reading my friends.
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