dysphoria got us

dysphoria got us

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Parts 3

Ongoing9m

Last published Sun, Jan 27, 2019

diary dyphoria ftm gayness gaypride

trans boy , non binary, straight, trying to figure things out I guess its a diary of what life is like for me.

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Please do not copy my story as I worked hard to come up with and write this story what if every child was born genderless ? Then on your twelfths birthday at midday in front of your family and friends you are expected to get up and announce your gender preference as well as what you want to be known as from then on but is it really fair to ask a child to make such a big decision, what about the parents you just found out your about to welcome a bundle of joy in your life but on instead of waiting nine months to find out your little ones gender you have to wait twelve years in the mean time they are given a random serial number how will it effect Ed and thier family ? how would you cope in Ed's shoes ? please read and decided for yourself note I'm not the best writer in the world, I would also like to thank my little sis for playing editor and thanks to the lovely lady who helped me choice the title who will remain unnamed a/n this story is being re-edited and due to tech probs I've lost the few votes I had so if you vote would you please be kind enough to vote again thanks None of the pictures are mine all were found online

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