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Jar of Smiles【Zane X Goth!Reader 】

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[Warning!]

[This story contains the following]
[Bad Language ]
[Depression]
[Self Harm]
[Sexual Content]
[Rape]
[Violence]
[suicide]
[Suicide Attempts]

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From the day she could remember, Y/n has been dealing with horrible depression.  But she hides it behind her smile. 

Keeping with her a jar of smiles, happy thoughts.  Enough for every one of her friends.  

But she's reaching the end, wearing down she started cutting. Now in FCU and dormed up with a emo kid. 

She tries to make him smile, failing miserably.  She believes it's the end. 

Her jar of smiles are empty. 
But she doesn't realize... Her jar of hearts, are filling up.  She starts to fall her him, He falls for her. 

... Maybe he'll be able to replace the smiles lost..... 

•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•

Aphmau and all her characters belong to the youtuber Jessica. I claim no ownerships.

All writing, Plot and other characters belong to me. Unless again, said otherwise.All Rights Reserved

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