THERAPY DAIRY
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Last published Sat, Jun 4, 2022
I VISITED THE PSYCHOLOGIST LAST FRIDAY (JANUARY 25, 2019) HE SAID I HAVE THIS CATATONIA MENTAL DISORDER.
HE SAID THAT IT'S STILL NORMAL IN ME BUT IF I DON'T WANT TO END UP IN MENTAL HOSPITAL. I HAVE TO LET OUT THINGS THAT STRESS ME OUT AND DO SOMETHING THAT TRIGGERS ME TO WORK.
MY TWIN BROTHER WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO COMPANY ME. AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT. HOWEVER, SOMETIMES HE FAILED TO COMPANY ME AND END UP HE'S THE ONE CAUSING STRESS.
THIS IS JUST A COMPILATION OF MY CONVERSATION WITH MY TWIN TO PUSH AWAY ALL THE STRESS.
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