I couldn't just tell him how much I did feel for him despite the fact that he never felt much the way I did.
It was always me and it was always him who I fell for.
I didnt want to lose him and on other, it was just a juxtaposition that he never cared.
"We are friends " he would always say to me.
As always I would smile like an idiot just with the thought that he was sitting beside me.
"I think I fell for her" he said one day......
I gathered myself , holding up the the frown that was about to get starred and asked who it was...
It's her. Claire..
There was those times when I started ignoring him just when he asked Claire out and she finally said yes.
It was obvious that she was readily going to fall for him and for all, I pitied myself for pretending to be happy as when Sara talked to me about it..... However some things, they just come so unexpected and just so strange at first but with each passing times it leaves you with little reason to look forward...
We will meet it soon. Keep looking forward..