The Secret Struggle
- Reads 98,263
- Votes 359
- Parts 36
Promise is currently attending Bible college, but she has a problem. She is really addicted to pornography and erotica, and masturbates extremely frequently. She struggles to stop because of the school rules and her own conscience, but she just can't. One day she meets a boy and is invited to hang out with him and some of his friends who attend a Christian college not far away. As she hangs out with them she is introduced to the world she always fantasized about, but never had the courage to go into. She slowly gets pulled into some of their ways.
How far will she go? Will she be able to keep up with school? Will she get kicked out? What does her future hold?
Note: The chapters were originally written as censored and uncensored, because Wattpad had made them private, but they appeared to have changed those rules. However, I will be keeping a censored and uncensored version where all "offensive" words have * placed in them for any who might prefer to read writing as such.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Better Together
Life had gotten harder for humans after werewolves came out and took over the world. There were packs and nice neighborhoods for these creatures everywhere. Humans were wary of them. They looked just like everyone else, the only catch, they were in charge. New rules were passed, repressing humans and giving the werewolves more power. They could kidnap humans for sex slaves or littles. There were even shops that these poor humans were kept in. The humans lived in dumps, working jobs the werewolves didn't want to work. They could be taken at any moment. Everest was just a teenager with big plans. He wanted to go to college and get away from the dump he lived in. His mother was a drunk but still cared about her son. At least Everest had one of his wishes come true. He wouldn't have to live in that dump ever again. But was it good for him? Or bad? TW: OKAY, TO MAKE THIS CLEAR. IT IS A DDLB STORY. IT HAS NO SEXUAL CONTENT AND NEVER WILL. IT DOES HAVE THINGS SUCH AS SPANKINGS BUT IT'S TO TEACH A LESSON TO A PERSON IN HEADSPACE. I GET THAT THIS ISN'T EVERYONE'S JAM BUT IT'S HOW I WROTE IT. YOU'VE BEEN WARNEDComplete![You Will Never Know Why... [Completed✔️]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/108767666-256-k336049.jpg)
You Will Never Know Why... [Completed✔️]
This is a Tyler Joseph x Reader thing. Y/n's School, home, and basically her whole life in general is horrible. No one really knows y/n's name or talks to her. She has voices in her head that tell her to do things that she has already done to herself multiple times. One day in math class a magical person walks in the door and sits next to y/n. will that magical person change her life forever, or will her life be the same old same old shitty life it was before? clarifications self harm/mentions death etc. swearing there may be more so if so please look for the ***Triggered*** for the 1st clarification and ### for the swearing. without further do I hereby give you the story that probably will get no read you will never know why... Stay Alive My Frens and Enjoy! | - /Complete
Every Good Girl Needs A Bad Boy
Beth's life was simple: go through school to get out, meaning she does have to be a bit of a good-girl. Once she finds out that the high school crush of every pubescent girl is the son of her father's friend, she's suddenly treated like the Queen of England. Her routines change as she is no longer able to go through her senior year peacefully. Will everything go wrong? Will her life be changed by one of the hottest guys in school? Disclaimer: this story depicts bullying and abuse that I (a then 13 year old) was unbeknownst to exaggerated and socialized ignorance. I very much don't agree with some decisions to move the plot forward though the story isn't all that. For young women reading, the treatment and abuse of some of these characters is absolutely unacceptable and be aware of that. This is just a trigger warning.Complete
New Beginnings (undergoing editing)
Liza Micheal's has a stutter, an eating disorder and self harms. Liza is a fourteen year old gay kid and no one really cares about her anymore, then to top it off she lives with abusive parents. So who's there to care? Exactly, no one. But when she is taken to the hospital due to one hell of a beating she finds out she has brothers.. who want to have a life and a good brotherly relationship with her and are willing to take her in. What'll happen next? DISCLAMIER: I am currently attempting to remake a few of the chapters because Wattpad deleted three of my chapters and I cant remember what I wrote. All chapters will be AT LEAST 3 actual pages long, with the font size at 12 which is about 1,700+ words Warning ⚠️: -Pain attacks -Self harm -Depression -Anxiety -Improper chest binding Other stuff rainbow 🌈 wise: GAY LESBIAN NON-BINARYComplete
Aiden ✔️ NOW PUBLISHED!
⚠️ Published version Available in Paperback & E-Book through Amazon! Hardcover and Paperback available online at Barnes & Noble! This WattPad version is a well-loved rough draft, enjoy it! But be warned it's the unedited, raw version of the book. ** Readers Choice Awards Winner 2020! "I'm going to prove why he doesn't matter, why no man matters but me." He says in a deep voice as his strong hands grab my waist. "I don't know why no one ever fucked you, but I'm glad they didn't. I get all of this to myself, do you know how happy that makes me? How fucking turned on I am by your innocence?" He says between quick breaths. I involuntarily let out a moan as his mouth trails my neckline. "Just say the words and I'll fuck you, Em." He says and I quickly nod. "No, say it. I need to know you want me, I need to know how much you need me inside of you." He says, his emerald eyes piercing straight through me. "I want you, Aiden," I say through ragged breaths, I want him so bad. --------------------- Emilia Banks is a good girl. She is full of excitement as she just ended the first half of her freshman year at college. Ready to spend time with her boyfriend and enjoy the summer. But when the unexpected happens and her life is flipped upside down her best friends brother, Aiden, who is visiting during the break is there to pick up the pieces. Which is not something he does for anyone, ever. **Mature Romance** **Mature Audience 18+** **Strong Language** **Sexual Content** © 2019 H.L. SwanComplete
Sapphic Love ☑
Two young women of the Regency era discover and explore the sensuality of their bodies together, in a taboo, forbidden, and also thrilling affair. Where will this sensual liaison lead them? Will they be able to remain hidden? **** This is a sample of the 1st chapters to give you an idea of the story; the book is available on Kindle and in paperback edition on Amazon. Check it out: https://books2read.com/u/4jqM72 -- [This fictional story has content that may not be for all readers, such as explicit lesbian relationship; so read at your own discretion.] [It was written mostly during #nanowrimo2020 , and is mostly in the state of 1st draft. There will probably be corrections at some point. ]Complete
Invisible Ties || BDSM
Club Edge-Book 1 "It seems that you've forgotten your basic manners also with your BDSM etiquette. Am I right?" Why the fuck was his voice so deep and smooth, as if his face wasn't enough to make my pussy throb. But if he thinks he can come here and just boss me around, he's got another thing coming for him. "And here I thought you ended our relationship two years ago so you are not my Dom and I do not have to listen to your bullshit." I said to his face knowing what would happen if he is the same Master Felix I knew from two years ago. "Mind your tone Miss Bennett or it won't take me a second's time to turn that sassy ass of yours bright red. Am I clear?" Who was I kidding, he's not changed a bit. He's the same Master Felix who can command my submission just with a look of his gorgeous yet stern eyes. "Make me." I fucked up, I knew I fucked up when I said those words. I don't regret it though because the next thing that happens to me changed my life forever. WARNING ⚠️: 18+ Only read if you are 18+ as this story revolves around BDSM themes and contains explicit sex scenes targeted towards mature audience. And always remember to play Safe, Sane and Consensual. Enjoy!!!!Complete
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐼𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝐶ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝐵𝑜𝑦 | SanSang
"Please forgive me Lord, for I have sinned." He was taught that homosexuality was wrong almost his whole life, but what happens when he slowly starts falling in love with his best friend of 5 years? Will he tell him and risk their friendship? Will his parents find out and be ashamed of him? Will his best friend feel the same way and protect him? honestly I don't know, I haven't gotten the far, but read to find out!! (this story includes smut, homophobia and homophobic slurs. strong language. do not read if you are easily offended and uncomfortable with that stuff. enjoy!!♡♡♡)Complete
Life had gotten harder for humans after werewolves came out and took over the world. There were packs and nice neighborhoods for these creatures everywhere. Humans were wary of them. They looked just like everyone else, the only catch, they were in charge. New rules were passed, repressing humans and giving the werewolves more power. They could kidnap humans for sex slaves or littles. There were even shops that these poor humans were kept in. The humans lived in dumps, working jobs the werewolves didn't want to work. They could be taken at any moment. Everest was just a teenager with big plans. He wanted to go to college and get away from the dump he lived in. His mother was a drunk but still cared about her son. At least Everest had one of his wishes come true. He wouldn't have to live in that dump ever again. But was it good for him? Or bad? TW: OKAY, TO MAKE THIS CLEAR. IT IS A DDLB STORY. IT HAS NO SEXUAL CONTENT AND NEVER WILL. IT DOES HAVE THINGS SUCH AS SPANKINGS BUT IT'S TO TEACH A LESSON TO A PERSON IN HEADSPACE. I GET THAT THIS ISN'T EVERYONE'S JAM BUT IT'S HOW I WROTE IT. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED
More detailsContent Guidelines