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The Secret Struggle

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Parts 36
Time 10h 49m

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Promise is currently attending Bible college, but she has a problem. She is really addicted to pornography and erotica, and masturbates extremely frequently. She struggles to stop because of the school rules and her own conscience, but she just can't. One day she meets a boy and is invited to hang out with him and some of his friends who attend a Christian college not far away. As she hangs out with them she is introduced to the world she always fantasized about, but never had the courage to go into. She slowly gets pulled into some of their ways.

How far will she go? Will she be able to keep up with school? Will she get kicked out? What does her future hold?

Note: The chapters were originally written as censored and uncensored, because Wattpad had made them private, but they appeared to have changed those rules. However, I will be keeping a censored and uncensored version where all "offensive" words have * placed in them for any who might prefer to read writing as such.All Rights Reserved

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The Secrets she Kept by NiaMarie6

How long will she keep these secrets about her church and about the bishop? She experienced so much hurt right in the church & among the men and women of God that she thought she could trust she thought they loved her as much as she loved him. She often blamed herself with leaving out the fact that she is still a child what will she do... she meets two men who contaminated her spirit and strips her of her virginity and her purity & her innocence not only did they do that but they led her astray when they were put into position to show her the way of christ. Remember the bible says woe to those who make it a stumbling block for my children to come to me. Will she continue to believe in God or will this situation change who God is to her will she continue to go to church?

New Beginnings (undergoing editing) by Depressed-Stressed

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The Secrets she Kept

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