Lost in thoughts
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Last published Mon, Jun 30, 2014
I'm so far into my thoughts it's scary. I sit down and just think about all the bad stuff in life. I have been like this for the last couple of years. Some people call it depression, I call it loneliness. Hopefully one day I'll find someone to help me get through this loneliness. One day.
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