I Am Tanasia
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I Am Tanasia, I'm currently nineteen years old. I feel as though life has been a bit disappointing, and somewhat full Of failure. I've learned that you can still fell at something, even if you actually worked hard for it... I came to the conclusion that the only way I can meet success, is to struggle getting it. See, I'm born and raised in New Haven, Connecticut. We're all trying to make a living out here, and I'm also trying to make it out. I'm an only child and was raised by one parent. My father left my mom and I when I was around the ages of four and five, both my mother and father were young. My mom had me at sixteen and my dad was eighteen...
My paths in life have been rocky, life began to move fast and things started to change for me at a young age.
Read along as I take you on my journey...
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