PREVIOUSLY CALLED HIDING HERSELF
"Why do you like to hide out here." I stared at him in all his glory and replied,
"I like to hide out from the pain of the world and all it's subtle, and explosive cruelties," I explained, my head turned to face him, while I anallyzed his face, from his peircing blue eyes to his muscular jaw.
"You see, my dear asshole, people want to be something their not, but when you look under the microscope of identity, at the underlying features of this so called magical person they've made up for themselves, they see the small little details that you would have never seen before, and you realize what it truly is. Then you step back and look at your own self, and it's like a forest fire, it starts out small then it spreads out throughout all the parts of your heart, and you get this eminent feeling."
I looked back up at the splendiferous sky, and I could feel a smile crawling up to the surfaces of my heart-shaped face.
"You realize the the awing person you are. That, my dear asshole is why I like hiding out here, it makes me notice all the little things about my self that I wouldn't have realized, with people judging me." I whispered into the night sky.
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Annalise Ferbender, is a loner, an outcaust, a person who never seemed to fit in, but never seemed to care. She was satisfied with her life, until he rolled into town.
Cole Collins, is a bad boy, popular, a rule breaker, a player, who is sure about himself, to the point where he flaunts it to everyone, how great he is, but all that changed once he met her.
What do these two have in common?
A meadow
Who knew this meadow could change their lives so drastically.
Find out in Be My Forever
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Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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