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I Am [NOT] A Monster (Suicidal AU/ KiriBaku Fanfic)

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WARNING!!

THIS BOOK INCLUDES;

- Self harm
- Suicidal thoughts
- Suicide attempts
- Cursing
- Blood & Gore
- Violence
- & Angst (Maybe -_-)
(I have no clue why this still says maybe. This book is full of that lovely angst)

If your sensitive to any of these topics I suggest you don't read this book.

Bakugou isn't happy. He's never been happy. His anger is due to him keeping his true feelings inside, hiding them with pills to keep the horrible thoughts away. He'll never open up though. No one except his family knows about his troubles, and he'd like to keep it that way.

He'll use his bottled up pain, and lash out without meaning to. Nightmares that scare him, cause him to stay away and not get close to anyone. Out of fear of being hurt. He's scared. Not scared of what's around him though...

He's scared of himself...

Most chapters will be 1000+ words!

My awesomely awesome cover is made by @-_Lenn_- (Thank you again Lenn!)All Rights Reserved

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Thanks, But Its To Late (Suicidal Bakugo X Kirishima) by dont_question

Bakugo is suicidal and has been his whole life cause he has horrible parents that abuse him and used to get bullied until he became the bully and bullied people so they can "feel his pain" until he meets Kirishima. Quirks are in this story but are barley used Spelling errors 🤣 ⚠⚠ No cursing ⚠⚠Talks about self harm and abuse ⚠⚠Talks about blood ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠Suicide is mentioned a lot!!!!! PLZ READ!!!!! Ok so I gotta say this SUCKS I made this so long ago and I did not know how to actually write correctly so there are many errors and things that don't make sense so yes I'm sorry that this will be pretty stupid 😂 but hey if you wanna read go ahead and PLZ READ THE LAST PAGE THERE IS A EXTRA ONE AT THE END!!!! thank you have a great day 💖 Update(7/9/22): Srsly why are y'all reading this still 💀 it's so badddddddd high chance imma redo this whole book but make it a "new book" just so this one is still here- but idk honestly I might forget-

An Unreasonable Amount of Pilots: A KiriBaku Story by ThatOtaku396

"You're not disgusting and worthless. You hear me?" He grabs my face on either side, "You're one of the manliest people I know. You're so strong and brave and I- I lov- I like that about you. I look up to you; so much." His gaze flicks down to my lips for a millisecond. Our faces are so close that we're sharing breath. "Bakugou you.. You are one of the most amazing people I've ever met." This story takes place in a quirkless collage AU *\(^o^)/* There will be lots of cursing. I don't know why some of y'all think a story written from Bakugou's perspective won't have foul language, but there will be a fucktastic amount of cursing in this one so get ready ;) Chapters average around 4,000 words owo TW// depression, anxiety, suicide, eating disorders, self harm, death --THIS IS INTENSE!!! Please read at your own discretion!-- (there will be a happy ending ;) I promise!) Completed! Although I may continue making some edits to it in the near future. Happy readingggg!! \(( 'w' ))/

"Kill me" •| TodoBaku |• by VintageFlowers20off

!!!DISCONTINUED!!! •Bakugou has been abused by his mother since his father died in a car crash a few years back. He's in pain but continues to keep up his mean charade. No one, not even his best friend, knows about his problems. But that's going to change very soon...• -hey! Soooo, this is is my first story and I probably won't be making another. I hope you like it!- TW: Cutting Abusive behaviour Alarming thoughts Depression Eating disorders Voices Swearing (cursing) Some other things might be added as story continues! If any of this makes you uncomfortable, then please leave! •Updated every Saturday• •Art is NOT mine! I edited the front cover but that is IT! If a piece of art belongs to me, it will be mentioned.• •Same thing with songs, absolutely NONE of these songs belong to me in any way.• シ- 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍: 𝟿𝚝𝚑 𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷 シ- 𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍: 𝟽𝚝𝚑 𝙼𝚊𝚢 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸

Broken and Fragile (MHA/BNHA) Kiribaku (COMPLETE) by Little_NightLights

I do NOT own any of the mha/bnha characters but I do own this story and plot.The cover art and any other art is not mine. THIS STORY INCLUDES Rape, drug use, suicidal thoughts, self harm, swearing, abuse, fluff, and smut(maybe I'm not sure yet) They are second years in the story and Bakugou goes missing during a break for a little while. One certain person makes his life hell. He does things to Bakugou that he shouldn't when he's at the dorms or at school. (This is my first story and also please excuse any bad grammar or miss spelled words.)

What Happened to me? (Depressed Bakugo X Kirishima by BakuB0tt0mReligion

This is a story about a depressed, abused, and suicidal Bakugo. When he was saved from the villains he started acting differently much more quiet and less....Bakugo. What happens when his Closest friends the bakusqaud find cutting? What will Kirishima think? Will they help him through the pain?...will Kirishima, or will they sit back while Their friend is dying inside committing suicide? Read to find out. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ Includes: Cutting/other self harm Abuse Suicide thoughts Rape Kidnapping Tempt of suicide AND MORE EMOTIONAL STUFF!! If you are sensitive to these kind of things...do. Not. Read. Thank you! Enjoy.

The Outlet (Depressed/Suicidal/Abused Bakugou) by REEEannon_II

COMPLETE!!! Only his parents and the Midoriyas know that Bakugou has two quirks. Explosion and Outlet. Little do most people know, when people touch Bakugou their negative emotions are transferred to him, causing him to push everyone away. His parents have always taken advantage of it. His father lies, acting kindly to get close enough to transfer his own negativity while his mother abuses him, hitting him to make herself feel better. What happens when a visitor to Class 1-A is able to sense quirks and reveals Bakugou's guarded secret? I do not own BNHA, its characters, or the chapter art, only the story-line and cover art are mine! Rankings: #1 kirishimaeijirou 10/4/20 -Angry ..------◦❀◦------.. This fic has been ADOPTED! AngryOne1 has given me permission to re-upload their fic, so I own neither the story nor the art! I hope you enjoy Angry's story! ♡ ♡ Angry, (original author), has also posted this story on AO3! Check it out!♡ https://archiveofourown.org/works/55962181/chapters/142117024 -REEEannon ..------◦❀◦------.. Started: March 17, 2020 Finished: April 23, 2020 Reuploaded: October 24, 2024

Alone... ~ KiriBaku by ilove_klance

Bakugou told his mom and dad about being gay, neither liked it at all, being the homophobic people they were. They gave him two options. He was either to pay the bills, cook, shop, and get hit/constantly abused, or he was to leave and never come back. Bakugou loved his family, even if he never showed it. Plus he would have no place to go, so he stayed. He distanced himself from everyone around him, never going out, never talking, always going to work for the money he didnt get to keep. All of it for his mother and father, for he didnt dare disobey. Though, he was starting to regret his decision of staying with him 'family'. What will he do? Contains: Abuse Torture Alcohol Boyxboy Fluff Soft Bakugou Kiribaku Please note, the characters in this story do not belong to me, but the plot does. Enjoy!

A Light in Darkness by bruh88888888

****Trigger Warning: attempted suicide, cutting, rape, abuse, language, and mature themes!!!!**** Bakugo lives in the darkness and the only hope he has in the world isn't strong enough to save him, so instead of dimming the only light he knows, Bakugo decides to end his life, but things don't always go as planned and with the help of Kirishima, Bakugo is finally able to overcome his darkness. I don't own MHA/BNHA, Horikoshi does!

Tired of pretending (kiribaku) by Blastyboi_1

Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic. He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale. He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself. And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down. This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away. !!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!

Starry Night Sky [KiriBaku Fanfic] by Murasaki_Roll

[Completed] Angsty chapters with funny and irrelevant titles that I put in there to confuse people. Welcome to what I consider my best and maybe even longest KiriBaku book! Bakugou is a scholarly artist with severe anger issues and a traumatic past involving his mother. Kirishima is a nice guy that he sees as trustworthy enough to be vulnerable around once the book progresses. Mutual pining enters the chat. ⚠️Story includes-Strong language, depression, anxiety, violence, homophobia, postpartum, and other mature themes that may not be suitable for some readers.⚠️ ‼️Readers Discretion Is Advised‼️ No quirk college AU. I don't own boku no hero academia!

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