Anticipation
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MatureComplete Mon, Jan 28, 2019<5 mins
You know those dark thoughts, the one that goes against the natural order of life.
The ones that tell you to hurt yourself?
Are they normal?
Is it weird to embrace them, to crave them to the point of ecstasy?
Or is it man's refusal to accept the inevitable that is the problem?
Taboo, weird, unorthodox, bad...
Fear?
Anticipation.
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