Harry Styles is a 24 year old boy who is struggling with things. But instead of trying to deal with those things he hides. He is afraid to tell his father, the preacher of St. Francisville, that he is homosexual. And like the reckless twenty year old he is he goes out and gets slam face drunk and has rendezvous with his father's great companion Louis Tomlinson...but he didn't know they were friends, much less companions. But he can't seem to forget those blue eyes and soft caresses, even though he tries so very hard to.