Devastated Man
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Last published Sun, Sep 14, 2014
I've been in pain for years.
All I ask is to be at peace even in the last remaining years of my life.
Isa lang naman ang gusto ko.
Ang hindi na bumalik sa nakaraan...
From living a miserable life.
It is the only reason behind my success.
I prayed. I believed.
Pero bakit sa isang iglap lang nawala na naman lahat?
And this time, hindi ko na kaya.
Kapayapaan. Kaligayahan.
Yun lang ang hinihingi ko
Mahirap ba yun?
Bakit di Nya ako magawang pagbigyan?
I never did anything against him.
Against his laws.
Pero bakit?
I blame God.
I blame him for all of my sufferings.
I blame him for my loss.
And I blame him for everything.
I am a devastated man.
And this is my story.
~thechinitaqueen
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