Neither lovers nor haters,
Neither friends nor strangers,
Whenever I saw you, I look away, whenever you saw me, you look away.
There is nothing between us, but it's not empty either.
There are no feelings but it's not feeling less either.
This feeling is not true but it's not a lie either.
" because we are nothing to each other."
Book ONE of Out Of... series
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To be scared of something is to not want to be near it, or see it...or feel it.
To fear something is the same thing but more intense.
But to live in your nightmares, to watch them come to life every single day, month, year, is unimaginable. Terrifying, unreal.
That's my life, or my new one. I live, feel, see, and breath my nightmare.
Every passing minute is a fight for survival.
Every single day isn't exactly life anymore.
I've lost more than I can remember.
I've seen hell and I've looked into the eyes of the devil.
I've learned to not get attached to people because at one point, they are going to die.
There is no hope
There is no cure
For now, there only exists the living and the dead.
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