This Ain't Good
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  • Reads 88,584
  • Votes 2,999
  • Parts 20
  • Time 4h 35m
Ongoing, First published Jan 29, 2019
[[ officially discontinued, final chapter for more]]

Midoriya Izuku, a struggling teenager with too many voices in his head and not enough friends outside of it, has to sneak through his schooling at the prestigious Yuuei and try stay out of trouble. But, playing junior detective as well as antisocial-loner-wannabe can get you into all kinds of situations, what if his only get worse?
An overpowered quirk packed with memories from a past life, a school life too scary and new for the veteran of all things torture, and a villain on the loose with intent to not kill, but to take; how will this game of chess end? Afterall, the chiseled black and white all become grey.

TLDR/TLDC: Izuku has PTSD because his childhood sucked ass. Quirk!Deku, sorry for being so generic.
This is my first fanfic so :')

Each chapter has usually 2k words, minimum. I'm still young so don't expect anything too great.

Stuck in a but of writer's block atm
The good thingos I had/have:
◆1 #dadmight
◆1 #schizophrenic
◆4 #aizawashouta
◆7 #katsudeku
◆9 #dadzawa
◆10 #shoutaaizawa 
◆13 #dekubowl
◆30 #firststory
◆39 #izuku
◆53 #dad
◆55 #bnha

🔴I do not own the Boku No Hero Academia manga, anime, movie/s or concept in any way, shape or form🔴
⭕But, I half-own the cover picture⭕
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