Dear someone,who can never be mine

I always wanted a perfect life partner for me.A guy who is decent,well-mannered and a first bench kinda guy.The first day i saw you in your long tied hair, half tucked shirt and a last bencher trust me,i had never thought that i will fall for you someday.we are so different. i'm a reserved,shy and a girl who rearly gets noticed but you are always a cool and stud kinda boy.i still remember the day you chopped your hair and everyone was complimenting you but somewhere in the corner of the class i was busy with my assignments and my exams.A girl who was angry because she forgot her speech of presentation because of your smile.A girl who never liked you because of your habits,nature has actually started liking you.now,that girl hates when she sees you smoking in the college canteen,when you don't attend the classes,when you hang out with the gazedi boys of the class.though,i haven't expressed my feelings yet and i think i never will,but you'll always be the person who's close to my heart. I learned that not every person you love will be yours.i don't know what are your feelings about me,but deep down I know that there is something that connects us! The relation between us cannot ever be expressed in words and defined. In future we might be not together but i'll always remember you as the most special person of my life.i'll always remember your smile,your perfect nose,your coolness,your hawa answer during classes,your stupidity,your exes,your crushes and everything. I wish i could make you mine but i know it is not possible.After 10-15 years when we'll bump into each other with our life partners and with our children hope all those canteen eye contact,the sweet memories we shared,our friendship,our untold love story will makes us smile and we can say goodbye on a good note.to