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Innocent Fool

ZoruavictiniAlpha

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Parts 14
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Reads 206
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Parts 14
Time 15m

ZoruavictiniAlpha

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This is a true story that has really truly happened to me, names have been changed for privacy and protection of others. 

 I now know that I am not a real girl. I have identified as a boy for 12 years. I want to change my life so I can forget the past that my idiot exes have created for me. I can only forget the past if I get surgeries and testosterone. I have been attracted to guys my whole life, wanting to be one. I have no idea if I can even get surgeries and testosterone due to being so small and underweight for 23 years. 

[Ongoing: Rated M for self harm scenes and sexuality struggles]
[Primary Audience: New Adult to Adult]

[A/N:] I will update this when I can, I have free time on Wendsdays, Fridays and weekends.All Rights Reserved

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