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M.E Is Not Me

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Parts 12
Time 1h 42m

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Alissia Alexandrov, now an elderly woman looks back on what was the hardest time in her life- her teenage years. She was merely sixteen when loving grandfather Egor had to send her away to live with her professional dancer and teacher mother whom she has never met. As if starting a new life in London wasn't enough, tragedy strikes when she is diagnosed with a mystery illness that just seems to be getting worse and worse... Will life at the Royal Academy flow gracefully or will it be destroyed by the fatigue which just never seems to go away?All Rights Reserved

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Slave by Lilyanapearly

"I am but a slave, i have no right to reign in the honor of being graced with your presence" "Soon i will be Tsar, soon i will rule. What makes you think i would even want to look at a lowely creature like you" "It wasnt meant to be this way. This is suppose to be happily ever after" "Love is not meant for people like us, but i cant help my heart swelling from the love i hold for you" *** She was a slave, nothing but. She's never known a life before this, a life of freedom. She dreams of a life before this sometimes, other times she dreams of a life after this. But who is she fooling, there is no life but this for her. She might not have been born here but she would die here, right? People like her live and die in slavery. He was the prince, the soon to be Tsar. He never knew a life before this, a life of freedom. He sometimes dreamt of a life beyond this, other tims dreamt of a life where he pleased his father, his people, where he was constantly critisized and molded into a monster, where he could maybe just feel something. But who was he fooling, there was no life but this for him. He was born for this life and he would die here,. People like him live and die under the critism of the crown. ¶IF ONLY THEY HAD DIFFERENT LIVES

Love and Hate by afternator_forever10

Ще разберете историята за едно 19 годишно момиче с тежко минало. На 15 родителите ѝ умират в катастрофа. До нея през цялото време е дългогодишният ѝ приятел Чад. Двамата решават да се преместят в друг град за да започнат от начало. В университета тя среща Айзък- много красив с британски акцент, висок, с буйна (не много дълга) непокорна тъмна коса. В началото всичко е нормално- говорят от време на време и се опознават но...

Staying Positive by fredzielennon

Imagine living with it your whole life. It's fine, because it is your normal and you don't know any different. But it is also horrible, because you want to know different. You want to know what it's like a be a normal, healthy kid. You visit the hospital every three months. Almost everyone there are men in their 20s-30s. You're the youngest one, and you never hear the end of it. "Oh so young, how unfortunate" or the worst, "where the hell did you get it," "you must have awful parents if that happened to you" and "don't be spreading that shit around." People are terrified of you. Once the find out, you actually have enough room to walk through the hallway. No one sits with you, no one wants to work on a project with you, no one wants anything to do with you. This is the story of Julian Caldwell, an HIV seropositive since birth. This is how she lives her live through the 1980s, where the disease was highly stigmatised. There wasn't even an official name for the illness until 1983, before then it was referred to as GRID, or Gay-Related Immune deficiency. Imagine, being 13 years old and having a disease "reserved" specifically for gay men.

I Love to Hate you by maluwrittings

-- "You think you're so tough hm?" He says, getting closer to me. Both of our eyes lustful, deep and glued to each other's. "I am" I certify the one standing in front of me, our proximity making me nervous, but I'm refusing to show any signs of it. "You're testing my patience, princess." He admits as his hands lay lazily on my neck, I smirk at his sentence. "You're either leaving this place with a black eye or a hickey" He announces. "You wouldn't dare to kiss me." I bark back, his smirk growing as mine fades away. "Try me, Rora." He states, with the goddamn nickname. ---------- !! - It does contain mentions of sexual references, mature themes and strong verbiage. UPDATED WEEKLY!!!!! ---- #1 IN SECRECY (10/18/24) #3 IN COLLEGE (03/20/25) #1 IN HOCKEYPLAYER (07/31/24) #3 IN HOCKEY (10/06/24) #2 IN ENEMIES (03/28/25) #1 IN TEASE (09/03/24) #8 IN BAD BOY (10/06/24) #6 IN ENEMIESTOLOVERS (03/27/25) #3 IN RIVALRY #2 IN FRIENDGROUP

Sparks Flying (Burning Love Sequel) by Charlii93

Alessia and Becky's wedding is only 6 months away. Life is going at full speed, increasing in pressure. Alessia has the World Cup approaching and training has increased. Soon she's leaving for international camp which will take her away from home for a few weeks. Becky's work has had cut backs leaving their crew lower in numbers. She has had to pick up extra shifts. Which is great for paying the upcoming wedding but it comes with sacrifices. Like time with Alessia. When a letter arrives in the post one morning, it shatters the world around them. Will they ever get their fairy tale wedding? Or will that shatter too?

Ice & Prejudice by V_Wardy

Victoria 'Ria' Winters is the youngest out of all her quadruplet sisters; the one with the dark humor and haunting past. That's why she worked so hard for scholarships abroad to get as far away as possible. All her sisters had their own challenges, but nothing compared to Ria's past. When a traumatic event when she was 11 repeated itself when she was a freshman in college, it nearly destroyed her like the 1st time. She's learned from an early age to trust no one. Especially not men. After an assault by Vlad Wolves, the younger brother of the star hockey captain Nikolai Wolves, Ria was dragged through a brutal court case that nearly ended her. Vlad, a master manipulator and narcissist, turned the tables, leaving Ria to bear the blame and forcing her to transfer schools to escape the shame. Now, three years later, Ria has rebuild her life at one of the best universities in the world, focused solely on her studies and her future. But when Nik-who's always despised her for 'trying to ruin his family image for attention and money'-needs help to save his beloved place on the hockey team, he's forced to turn to the one person he hates most: Victoria. Nikolai had his own reasons to hate Ria. But when his powerful father, who has always had doubts about Vlad's innocence, insists that Ria tutors Nik in exchange for her fully funded graduate scholarship abroad, they're both trapped. Obviously, Ria hated that whole family for what happened freshman year in her former college. Especially Nikolai Wolves who testified against her, as if the moron had even been there when his younger brother assaulted her. Forced to work together Victoria and Nikolai's mutual hatred ignites into a battle of wills. There sessions are a minefield of cutting remarks, icy glares, and unresolved anger. But beneath the venom, there's undeniable tension-attraction. Beneath the anger and hurt, they begin to uncover the truth about each other-and about Vlad.

Under the spotlight by holly_ju

Fire is all Agnes has known during this last two years. With 18 years she enters "The Elite Academy of arts" ready to fulfill her dreams and become successful in her new life. Moving to New York is hard, harder if you come from a tiny town. But that doesn't stop Agnes from becoming the best version of herself. She'll be hit by reality as soon as she steps the academy and will have to learn how to live outside her little bubble. What will happen when Sebastian, Nikolai and Dominique enter her life? Are they going to create more problems? Is Agnes ready to experience life all by herself? "Whatever he said I didn't listen, I was too concentrated on my panic attack I couldn't even register my surroundings. The walls were getting smaller, trapping me inside the classroom and I could already feel the flames embracing us, not letting us leave. "Sebastian I don't want to die," " UPDATES EVERY TUESDAY AND FRIDAY (hopefully) Notice! there will be mature content, violence and trauma involved in the story. It may be graphic for some people. Started 06.23.2020 - Finished February 21 #1 in ballet 28/09/2020 #1 in Art 5/11/2022 #3 in Elite 13/1/2021 #1 in Music 4/4/2022 #5 in Angst 2/7/2022

Cold as Ice (A Hockey Romance) by aubreyelisewrites

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Rosie Russo- Alessia Russo's sister by R0sie_st0ries9

Rosie Russo is Alessia russo's 13 year old sister ,she has major adhd which controls her life and makes her crazy,funny,reckless,troublemaker,impulsive,adrenaline junkie and much more ,sometimes it's a blessing ,sometimes it's a curse but everyone loves her for it . She is also a lesbian ,having been with a few boys and hated them she now loves maned girls(girls who dress and act like boys a bit) having been with a few now ,she has stuck to them She is known for being a troublemaker as she has been arrested 5 times for stupid things and has been kicked out of 3 schools . Her parents can't deal with her anymore so they kick her out and make her live with her sister in london Alessia Russo ,yes the England and arsenal star,the two sisters are very close always arguing ,fighting swearing at each other ,you know the usual sibling things but alessia try's to help and support Rosie and her adhd , another thing ,she loves football ,it's her only escape and she is really good at it ,she has played in a few local academys and teams before and she just got kicked out of her last one in Kent where she lives with her parents ,an hour away from london ,read this story to find out what her life is like living with adhd,her football star sister alessia Russo and the famous sister-like arsenal and England girls and maybe she will find some love on the way

Beneath the silent sky by by_annelune

No one knows her name. No one dares ask. They only speak of the eyes-two different colors, rare and chilling. A mark of death. Of vengeance. A whisper in the underworld: "She doesn't miss. She doesn't hesitate. She doesn't feel." She walks alone through Moscow's back alleys, blood on her boots, the faintest scent of smoke trailing her long black coat. She'd slit a man's throat two minutes ago. Didn't blink. Didn't speak. Just turned and vanished. She's nineteen. But the world thinks she's a myth. And maybe she is. Maybe something broke inside her when she was five years old. When the Russians took her. When they burned her home into memory and carved out the little girl who used to sing lullabies on her grandfather's lap. Now? Now she dreams in flashes. A golden sun. A woman's perfume. Laughter in Italian. Five shadows taller than her, arms wide open. Names, always at the edge of her tongue-but never there. She remembers their faces. And she remembers the man who stole her life. Viktor Ovalov. The Russian leader. The man who turned her into a weapon. He doesn't know she's coming. But she'll show him. She'll make him bleed for every scar he left on her skin. For every scream he buried in her throat. She presses a gloved hand to the glass window of an abandoned apartment. Her reflection stares back-impossibly beautiful, heartbreakingly cold. Eyes covered with dull brown lenses. She's ashamed of what makes her different. Even now, she hides the heterochromia behind colored contacts. Just one more mask to wear. But behind those eyes, behind the silence-she remembers. This isn't a story of sunshine and fairytales. Not a story where she just 'heals' and gets her sunshine personality back. No this is a story where she learns to live again and not just exist or survive. This isn't about healing, it's about living again, revenge and living through your pain. Tw:bittersweet ending Pictures are not mine. So the credit goes to their respective owners.

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Slave

"I am but a slave, i have no right to reign in the honor of being graced with your presence" "Soon i will be Tsar, soon i will rule. What makes you think i would even want to look at a lowely creature like you" "It wasnt meant to be this way. This is suppose to be happily ever after" "Love is not meant for people like us, but i cant help my heart swelling from the love i hold for you" *** She was a slave, nothing but. She's never known a life before this, a life of freedom. She dreams of a life before this sometimes, other times she dreams of a life after this. But who is she fooling, there is no life but this for her. She might not have been born here but she would die here, right? People like her live and die in slavery. He was the prince, the soon to be Tsar. He never knew a life before this, a life of freedom. He sometimes dreamt of a life beyond this, other tims dreamt of a life where he pleased his father, his people, where he was constantly critisized and molded into a monster, where he could maybe just feel something. But who was he fooling, there was no life but this for him. He was born for this life and he would die here,. People like him live and die under the critism of the crown. ¶IF ONLY THEY HAD DIFFERENT LIVES