They say fame makes you happy, but really, fame is just a disgusting by-product of what I do. How can anyone truly be happy if every move is watched and judged by people all over the world? My life: other peoples' entertainment. It's not easy. You have to be strong, and you can't just walk away when you feel like it. You have to be prepared to sacrifice; to make decisions you don't want to make. Sometimes, you have to let go of the things you truly love the most just to hold onto your dream. The people you love the most.
Even when you've made that sacrifice, you're not completely happy, because then that part of you that was there before is missing. You never get it back, you never let go, you never forget...