Painting Flowers
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Tue, Aug 18, 2020
"When I wake up, the dream isn't done
I wanna see your face and know I've made it home.
If nothing is true, what more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you "
He hasnt been back home for two years and shes still living in the same town and has a not so friendly new boyfriend. But when things happen and old feeling come in play one can only imagine how that will turn out.
*Triggers*
Some violence and abuse.
(Not saying this is ok to be in this situation and if you are please seek help there are people there for you)
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