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A Monster Just Striving For Love

Marsthewolfking

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Marsthewolfking

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angstwithhappyending fantasy gayness psychic-abilities romance youngadult

"All I can think about is the face of that boy with the name of Zeke. Who is he? And why did I see him? I cuddle up on the floor, burrowing into my scarlet dyed clothes and ponder why my life has to be like this, and what role that strange boy will play in it.

I hope it's a good one." 

***

Noah Afentoulis and Zeke Kingsley want nothing more than normal lives. Both of their families have been torn apart in one way or another, and all seems hopeless in the new void they are thrown into. 
But when an accident at school leaves them to bump into each other, both of the boys discover things about themselves they never knew, and have no idea how to control. 
With both of them holding burning passions to get through life and defeat their personal demons, each step brings them closer and closer to each other in a panic of emotion, curiousty, lots of pain and love.All Rights Reserved

angstwithhappyending fantasy gayness psychic-abilities romance youngadult

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how far would you go . . . for someone you love? ♔ Levi steps forward, placing himself between me and Jack. Like he's protecting me from him. But I don't need protecting, certainly not from Jack. "Who do you think you are, dude?" Levi spits, getting in Jack's face. "Look, Scarlett was just helping me out with a proj-" "I'm not your dude," Jack bites, and I want to tear my hair out of my head. This is going downhill very fast. Jack turns to me. "Scar, we need to talk," he says lowly. Then loud enough for Levi to hear, "So can you please get this kid to leave." "Hey, you don't get to come in here and start ordering her around," Levi says harshly. "You don't control her." "And you think that you do?" Jack spits. ♔ When Scarlett moved off to college, she hoped to start anew and find her way in this world alone. Two problems. One: her older brother goes to the same college, and it seems like he's everywhere, keeping her from doing everything she hoped to do as a college freshman. Two: her brother's devastatingly handsome best friend also seems hell-bent on ruining her college experience . . . but in a different way. Their paths keep crossing, and Scarlett is reminded of the powerful attraction that they've both ignored for far too long. Not to mention, a new face begins to occupy everyday Scarlett's thoughts. When Scarlett is paired with an allusive, darkly handsome stranger for a film project, her world begins to open in ways she never thought possible. But as his mystery unravels into dark secrets, she wonders if she's falling a bit too hard. Before long, Scarlett is forced to realize that balancing the hearts of two boys at once just might result in the breaking of her own.