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A Monster Just Striving For Love

Marsthewolfking

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Reads 14
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Parts 4
Time 57m

Marsthewolfking

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angstwithhappyending fantasy gayness psychic-abilities romance youngadult

"All I can think about is the face of that boy with the name of Zeke. Who is he? And why did I see him? I cuddle up on the floor, burrowing into my scarlet dyed clothes and ponder why my life has to be like this, and what role that strange boy will play in it.

I hope it's a good one." 

***

Noah Afentoulis and Zeke Kingsley want nothing more than normal lives. Both of their families have been torn apart in one way or another, and all seems hopeless in the new void they are thrown into. 
But when an accident at school leaves them to bump into each other, both of the boys discover things about themselves they never knew, and have no idea how to control. 
With both of them holding burning passions to get through life and defeat their personal demons, each step brings them closer and closer to each other in a panic of emotion, curiousty, lots of pain and love.All Rights Reserved

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Little Lies (Reverse Harem) by Dirty_Saint

Beneath the moon's cold, haunted glow, I'm theirs to claim, and theirs to know. In tangled lies and whispered pleas, I bend, I break, yet never leave. Their touch, a sin, their words, a scar, Yet here we are, too close, too far. In darkened hearts, our secrets lie, Bound by desire, doomed to die. Delilah Marchetti, a sheltered and enigmatic 23-year-old, has lived under the protective shadow of her father, Santino, a man who rules in the dark. But her life takes a sharp and dangerous turn when she meets Ezekiel Eliades, her father's alluring Ally. Ezekiel's knowledge of Delilah goes beyond the surface, and despite the forbidden attraction, she surrenders to him in a moment of passion. Yet, this is only the beginning of her entanglement with not only Ezekiel but also his equally possessive friends, Bruce and Blake. As Delilah finds herself caught between three Psychotic men, each vying for her submission, she begins to question her own desires and autonomy. Things get even more complicated when Delilah's life is threatened by figures from her father's past. She is thrust into a world of deception, Sex, and control with her life, and the lives of those she cares about, hanging in the balance. Betrayed by the ones she had loved the most, Delilah must now navigate her way through webs of lies, power, and obsessive love while also trying not to fall deeper for these three addictive men who as no problem letting the world burn for her. Nor claiming her in the smoky haze as it does. "You taste divine, little virgin," he said, his voice low, deliberate, dripping with sinful intent. "But not for long. Divine is for the godly, and by the time I'm done with you, you'll be dragged so far into sin that everything else will be blasphemy."

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