Not So Different Now (luke hemmings fanfic)
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Some people think of me as different, rebellious, and depressed, others think I'm a depressed girl with no life ahead of her. I think of myself as Zoey. I may be rebellious, I may have a big mouth that seems to get me in trouble a lot, but to me I'm just me. I may be depressed but I won't admit it. I have walls, I an guarded and I refuse to let my walls fall. Zoey is an ordinarily girl, well kind of. She is totally different than she used to be three years ago. She changed big time after her father died. All her brother wants is her to go back to the way she used to be. All she wants is to hide her emotions and feelings from everyone. When something happens and her and her little brother are sent to live in Sydney Australia she meets a new family and four guys who just might be able to break he walls. She might even find romance with a certain person. Will she change? Will her walls rise higher?
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After losing her mom to the war in Afghanistan Lauren thought it was the hardest thing she would have to go through, but after her dad turns to alcohol and becomes abusive Lauren now has to juggle trying to protect her little brother and sister from they’re drunk and abusive father with her one true passion; gymnastics. Lauren and her younger siblings are now forced to move to Australia to live with their aunt and uncle, not having many friends in America was hard enough, now she has to make new ones in another country. However, when her new neighbors walk into her life, rather Michael Clifford walks into her life; her life will change for the better . . . and the worse.
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