Not All Mirrors Are Shattered

I was shattered at a very young age. It has been years since my father has left . I felt empty I felt broken. Why would he leave me? Why would he leave us? My mom Married another man but why was he so Rude to me? Was it because I wasn't his own biological child. Most likely. He's nothing like a father. He drinks every night. He always came back hungover in the morning. He was never here for me only for mom. He treated me like nothing. He called me names. Most days he would be aggressive. I would have to lock myself in my room most days of my childhood.

But, I got something from those days. The days I locked myself in my room the more time I would spend in front of a screen. I had learned how to hack systems with high or low security with ease. This was the one good thing that came out my childhood.

When my mother found out about my fathers habits she tried to stop him. Instead of doing what she asked he put my mother through hell. He broke her until she became nothing. My mother the proud young woman now someone who was completely reliant on my father. She became compliant to all his demands. She took all of the name calling physical and mental abuse. All of it just to protect me.

When I was old enough to move out I moved from out home in Santa Fe, New Mexico. All the way to Santa Monica, California. I lived in the city in a small apartment. The way I made money... The way my money I had my ways.

Even after I joined the Ghosts. I'm stilled scared of my father to this day. He was the figure I called a 'Father'.

-Lily M,Anderson

I DO NOT OWN ANY MUSIC, ART OR ANY CHARACTERS FROM C.O.D. THE ONLY THING I OWN IS MY OC Lily. ALL THE REST ARE OWNED BY THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS.