Attention (Kai x reader)

Turns out Kai from EXO isn't as cool as you thought he was.
He puts an image up for his fans and media but shows his true self around you.
Why do you and him have to have the same name. You question yourself everyday, just by the look of him you want to just throw up, punch him and roast him like there is no tomorrow.
One stormy winter night on your way home you walk through a small alley for a short cut to get home faster since you haven't got your pay check yet even though you are EXO's main assistant, but what you didn't know is that you were gonna be very unlucky or so you thought something happens that night which causes you to start falling for him.
You then realize the only reason he was being a total dick to you was because he didn't want to fall for someone just to get his heartbroken again and even tho he has feelings for you he still doesn't want to become close to you because you'll be the one getting hurt.

Can you change his mind?
Do you truly like him ?
Does he hate you ?
Etc.