when trying wasn't enough
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Ongoing, First published Feb 01, 2019
To whoever reads this,
                               I am sorry
                                 I truly  am.
                               I tried so hard to fight
                                            it.
                           but i had to let go when 
                                 trying wasn't enough .
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"There is a darkness inside you Ash," it hissed into my ear, freezing me in place. "Do you have the strength to become what this world needs? Or will your fears overwhelm you?"