Do I love him? |Jungkook|

Jungkook moved his finger over my hand. He bends his finger around mine.

And then we're holding hands.

And I swear, I felt like the earth stopped rotating.

Should I say something? Or should I wait for him to say something? What if I wait and he doesn't say anything and he thinks

I'm not saying anything because it's okay with me that he's holding my hands?

Is it okay that he's holding my hand?

Of course it's not okay. Lisa would freak out if she if knew about it. Imagine you're being Lisa and you're away at camp, thinking you'll have this perfect boyfriend waiting for when you come back. Then he tells you it's over. Before it really even started. How would you feel if he was going trying to go out with your best friend?

You'd feel like dying. That's how you'd feel.

Where did all my hate for him went? How did we even end up like this..