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Save Me Before I Fall

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Parts 50
Time 10h 26m

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As bitter tears fall from his eyes mixing with rain, the raven haired male tries to stop crying but couldn't, too tired, weak, cold and defeated, choked sobs falling from his lips as he inwardly prayed for some higher power to kill him, at this point he would want the man that wanted a fuck to kill him and leave his body out in a ditch or throw it in the river.

As he cried the raven haired male didn't hear footsteps approaching him nor did he not feel the rain stop falling on him "Hey, you okay?" a deep voice asked him and the sobbing stopped as his head dared to look up, his eyes bloodshot as he stared into the eyes of a stranger garbed in all black.

The raven stared with glassy eyes his vision already blurry from crying but he made out tanned skin, dark brown eyes and "D....dimples..." 

He blackout after that, not even caring if he hit the ground again or not.All Rights Reserved

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