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Save Me Before I Fall

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Reads 5,859
Votes 494
Parts 50
Time 10h 26m

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As bitter tears fall from his eyes mixing with rain, the raven haired male tries to stop crying but couldn't, too tired, weak, cold and defeated, choked sobs falling from his lips as he inwardly prayed for some higher power to kill him, at this point he would want the man that wanted a fuck to kill him and leave his body out in a ditch or throw it in the river.

As he cried the raven haired male didn't hear footsteps approaching him nor did he not feel the rain stop falling on him "Hey, you okay?" a deep voice asked him and the sobbing stopped as his head dared to look up, his eyes bloodshot as he stared into the eyes of a stranger garbed in all black.

The raven stared with glassy eyes his vision already blurry from crying but he made out tanned skin, dark brown eyes and "D....dimples..." 

He blackout after that, not even caring if he hit the ground again or not.All Rights Reserved

angst bl blood bts crossdressing crying dirtysmut fighting gun-violence humor lotsofsmut romance secrets self-harm sugamon suicidalthoughts

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𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 ♫ [𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝟏]┊𝐊𝐓𝐇 by idonthavethinkq

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS INCLUDED. IF SENSITIVE TO SUCH I'D ADVISE YOU NOT TO PROCEED READING. Thoughtfully written by 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍; └ 𝘈𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 ┐ {Summary} "I don't want to suffer. I wish to live in peace. For once." Loud sobs echoed around the closed area when suddenly, "You have to find that peace; it is within you." He couldn't contemplate on anything. He was in a paroxysm of strong yet feeble emotions. Acting quite oblivious to the situation, he couldn't comprehend whom that voice belonged to. He had a feeling he knew who it might be. Or did he? Dazed? or Delusional?

Special Service || Kth✓ by leena_iee

What happens when the dangerous Mafia does not want your money but something else in return? Are you ready to freeze at his cold stare and burn with the intensity of his closeness? ･↝ "Why? I did my part of job, now you are to do the same." He husked, pulling me more closer to his chest and his hand now brushing against my clothed arm, I jerked it away immediately, "I-i did already, I cleaned the whole room!" I spoke, desperately trying to be freed. "Didn't you said you would provide me 'special service'?" He asked, making me look up as I realised what he meant. He was smirking at my state while I was suddenly feeling more scared of him, "I-i am sorry I-i can't do that." I tried to say. "Do what?" He was playing around with me, I think he loved seeing me scared of him. _______________________________________ "How does it feel? To loose a loved one?" "How does it feel? To kill a loved one?" The truth is that, we can never escape our own deeds, no matter how much we run, we always end up circling around our fate. ________________________________________ "You killed her!" We both screamed in rage, eyes bloodshot red and hatred filled in our eyes. "Don't. You dare to lie. Again." He growled, grabbing my jaw in anger. I let my tears run down a river again, glaring at him with all the hatred I had built in my heart for him. "Asshole!" I muttered with a smirk, his eyes piercing my soul in half. ❥are you ready,darling? _____________________________________ ☞strong language+ mention of violence, suicide,etc. ☞death of a really important and beloved character! ☞Mafia au, angst.

LUPINE by taestuIip

"You have such lupine features" "I am a werewolf, I am supposed to have lupine features" Taehyung cocks an eyebrow at Maya, his wolfish grin making an appearance "No, what I meant is your face. You are so--" 'Handsome? Sharp? Godly? I know, I get that a lot" - When the Raven Pack village was attacked by wild rioters, forcing Taehyung to flee with his best friend's mate, carrying a promise he made to his best friend that he will do all it takes to keep her alive, Taehyung fears the weight of the promise will soon eat him up. He promised Jungkook. And he always keeps his promises. But with a venom shot to his leg, numbing his limbs and failing his sharp senses,a human he needs to protect and a gun aimed straight at him, he did the only thing he could. Protect his best friend's mate, with his own body as a shield. It was a promise. What he did not foresee is his life being spared and his best friend's mate very much alive in the care of the stranger in the green uniform whom the first words he heard her deep womanly voice said were, "Fucking pricks.Assholes" Then he knew. His life is about to change.

[KimCop]If I ain't got you [Completed] by PurpleMelodies

This story is dedicated to my Soul Sister @Kiwibunnie. Happy Birthday Sissy, thank you for helping all international fans with your love for KimCop through your subbed videos. Our feels wouldn't be the same without understanding any of the moments and it wouldn't be possible if not for your love and dedication. Stay happy and healthy. Love you! ^^ ===================================== "Let's just stop P~" Copter uttered as he stared at his hands trying to fight off the tears that's threatening to escape his eyes. He know that one day, he had to let go of the fantasy he created for himself. "What do you mean?" Kimmon asks while staring at the younger man in front of him. He knew that something was off when Copter tried to escape his hugs and kisses. He saw how Copter trembles when he move away from Kimmon and though he doesn't want to admit it, it hurted him - Fucking hurts. Copter lifted his gaze and no matter how hard he tried to fight off his tears, his heart just won't let him be. "Sorry P~ but I broke our promise." Copter uttered before he runs outside slamming the door shut - leaving Kimmon alone with a confused thought. /If one day, one of us breaks this promise. We both have to stop, Our deal is over./

Kill Me Gangleader by Flirtyflower01

Someone walks into the room but I cannot see its face. It looks like a man and by the look of his posture, he seems very important. "Why were you in my territory?" His voice is strangely calm however I think its the calm before the storm. "I didn't know it was your territory! For gods sake how many times do I have to tell you people? Just let me go and I promise I won't say anything to anyone. Not like I have anyone to tell." The last part I said in a whisper. He didn't need to know the situation I was in. I hear the cock of a gun making me raise my head. The all too familiar sound ringing in my ears. "I don't believe you bitch, so you better tell me the truth or your brains are gonna end up on the wall." Ah there's the storm. "A gun doesn't scare me arsehole, I've had way worse things than that!" He steps forward into the light so I can see his features. He is extremely good looking but right now is not the right time to admire his beauty. I stare straight into his pitch black eyes, daring him to try harder than this. He smirks and leans forward searching my eyes. Before I can even register what's happening, he punches me in the face. *** Mature Content

Mafia Boss✔ [Editing] by Holywater_jungkook

"It all makes sense now.." he spoke "All this time I thought it was family members but it was you that was giving out information" If only he knew it was Mr. Park all this time. But he won't believe anything I say. "I loved more than you think. You weren't just a beautiful star to me." he sighed "You were my whole damn sky. And it hurts to know everything you said was a lie." he pulled out a gun." I hate you because I'll hate myself for the rest of my life for ever loving you" he pointed the gun at your head "Goodbye Y/n, Any last words?" He stared intently at you "Pull the trigger" you felt a tear slip on your cheek so is this how it ends? You close your eyes. Ready to die. So it ends like this. You didn't even wanna prove yourself right. for what, in front of whom? The guy you love but doesn't trust you. You were confident that if something bad were to happen that Taehyung would take your side. But it's okay it's all gonna end this life full of pain and bruises will end.

Broken Doll (UOLB series) Short Story (complete) by dsmriti77

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Interval - my youth with you by bangtanboyspersona

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Decadent by DystopianMilieu

My hand slaps against my mouth as I try to shut myself up. Don't make too much noise...or he'll hear you. A vehicle's door opens then slams shut. I don't hear footsteps...but as the minutes go by I begin to hear them; the footsteps get louder and louder and louder, matching the sound of my thundering heart. That's when I see his shadow cast over the ditch...over the place where I tried to hide. "Well," he says with a smile in his voice. "I wonder where he could've gone...the footprints stop here...so I wonder if he just...disappeared?" My body begins to tremble. I can feel it now. The pain. I can feel the pain already. He jumps down into the ditch...he stands directly in front of me, with his back facing me. My hand presses harder against my mouth as I try to suppress my whimper, but it's way too late now. But his body tenses up when he hears it. He laughs bitterly as he turns around slowly, and his eyes cut through my camouflage easily. "There you are."

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𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 ♫ [𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝟏]┊𝐊𝐓𝐇

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