Conformity (Book one of a trilogy)

Nobody could push me about after all I'd been through. I just couldn't help it. I loved a sense of danger, and danger always seemed to find me. I decided to start afresh, with a new me; witty, sarcastic and self orientated. Nobody would be able to get under my skin. Danger was supposed to take a back seat. But now, it's about to go to a whole new level.
I am Ellen.
And even I couldn't see what was coming next.

When Ellen moves school and decides to start a new life, away from her old, reckless ways, she discovers that it's harder to get away than she thought. A new life that no normal person would imagine begins to take shape and even know, she will never fit in.