"Khirkiyaan"

"I never thought that it would end up like that.. We were one soul.. We were in love.. And now what.. We are just an old story in each others memory.. Everyone went in another way.. Another world we can't get each other in. Your thoughts differ than mine.. We returned in to two souls every soul is trying to forget.. Maybe you forgot me and I'm just a memory for you now But for me you're more than such a memory.. You're the love of my life that I won't find it again.. You're my life, every beautiful memory is with you and only you.. Why did you leave me in the time that I needed you? You've broken me into pieces and I didn't think that you would do that.. You were too much pure to do that."

poetry by me :)

Featured by AmbassadorIN Being someone's first love may be great, but to be their last is beyond perfect I loved him since college. We got married and lived a peaceful life in each other's shadow. Our life was perfect until... He fell for her. The perfect woman in his eyes. And abandoned me. He broke me. I stood by him. He hurt me. I stifled my cries. He replaced me. I stood in their shadows watching them fall more for each other. He loathed me as I was the other woman... The Unwanted Rose

"𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒔, 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖" ••• People meet by accident, People fall in love by accident, But people surely don't become someone's baby daddy accidentally, or do they? What started as an innocent lie, trapped them into a marriage, entwining their fates with unexpected partners. But here's the catch, the marriage won't last forever, the holy bond wasn't so holy, a contractual bond emerged, benefitted them both and bound them together, at least for a while. Falling in love was thrown out of the window the moment she signed the contract, she wasn't going to fall in love with an egoistic, arrogant and self-centred-asshole of a lawyer anyways. ••• "No love drama, right?" "I'd rather die."

A person who lives your pain along with you is called humdard. She was shattered from inside. Accepting her late husband's memories as her life companion. She was against making a stranger father of the soul shaping inside her, but she had to fulfil her husband's dream. To give their child a perfect life! The marriage was for her child, but was she going to find her companion on the way? Wasn't love supposed to happen only once? If even she grows feeling for her husband, would she be able to accept it? Or would she think she is betraying her ex-husband? A story of humdard... A story of pain. But above all, a story of love! Text Copywrite © Sanjh™ 2022

These are are poems and short stories I have formed from hallucinations and crazy thoughts, if at any point in time you feel confused just know I didn't write them to be understood, I wrote them so I wouldn't forget all that I created in my mind