Learning to Love Lilith
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Last published Fri, Sep 26, 2025
Have you ever felt like you had to pretend that you were cold and bitter towards the world just to survive?
Do you spend countless nights awake, being in deep conversation with no one but yourself about yourself and all the things you wish were different about you and your life?
Do you know how to love yourself when you can't be yourself?
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If you answered yes to any of these questions, this story is for you to follow along with and join Lilith as she has the same thoughts as you; but works within herself to find self-love despite her life not getting any easier. Follow along on a trail of lies, deception, and mistrust to see if the pieces really can be picked up again for Lilith.
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