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Never let me go

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Reads 167
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Parts 6
Time 28m

darkness...

darkness is all i ever saw after my dad died when i was 7. i never saw the worl as i used to, bright, cheerfull, full of life, everything i ever loved was there but now...the world is just a cold, dark, bitter place that rips the people you love away from you and leaves you completely empty...full of darkness. nothing is worse than losing someone you love more than anything then having no one to turn to for help. 

i swore to myself ten years ago at my fathers funeral i would never love someone like i loved him, i would just completely drop the act of being ok and break in two if someone i loved that much died or left. even though its been ten years since i made that promise, i have stuck to it, i keep my head down at school and avoid anyone and everyone. 

i never plan to break that promise no matter who tries to get close to me...i will fight them off until i die.All Rights Reserved

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