If lies could be read

Clyde Donovan knows what he is no one else does people think he is a fuck boy, a popular kid a bit of a trouble maker but no..... he knows he is a crybaby.
He always has been but he hides it he has every reason to cry to be emotional but he can't open up how could he?
There are certain rules to being the it boy he doesn't even need to be told them they are just planted in his head; no deep feelings, no emotional conversations and certainly no crying.
That is until he meets Kevin.

One night count change both of their lives,
Fuck it up or suck it up?
Which is for the better