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Philophobia (prucan because I'm a sucker)

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MiaOsterwaLd184

angst hetalia philophobia prucan

Philophobia - an overwhelming and unreasonable fear of falling in love. 

Matthew suffers from severe philophobia and depression because of a breakup with an abusive ex when he was 17 and neglectful parents. At age 23 He meets 25 year old Gilbert, who quickly falls in love with the awkward blonde. Matthew struggles not to reciprocate Gilbert's feelings out of fear of being rejected again. Will Matthew cave and admit his love for the charmingly goofy German? Or will things spiral out of control causing Matthew's depression to worsen

T/W
Philophobia
Probably major angst
Possible cutting
Suicide if I feel like it
My massively sadistic ass
If you read my last book then there will be a significantly more swears
Hetalia does not belong to me neither do any of these characters and absolutely none of the art is mine because dear god I do not have the skill for that.All Rights Reserved

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Shadows of Love: Healed by authorsalacia

Hazel Gray, known for her studies and beauty. After a destructive incident, she becomes afflicted with philophobia, a fear of love. On the other hand, Evyn Viotto, a popular, handsome and owns numerous companies, in simple a charismatic CEO with arrogance. However, for Hazel, falling in love is akin to a crime, and it seems like fate is turning their love story into a disaster larger than the waves of a tsunami, fiercer than lightning, and more dangerous than a tornado. Will our CEO be able to protect himself and his love from Hazel's Mafia brother, Magnus Gray? And even worse, will she accept his love? 'His light, her shade.' Hazel Gray "I am not used to these things, I can't give anyone any opportunity of me." I exclaimed. I know things will be worse if it goes like this and longest traumatic experience never leaves me. "There are things which you can't buy, manners, patience, life , death and... me. You can never buy me."I said in a sad yet strict tone because that's true. I can't be more logical than emotional enough in this matter, I am scared that his life will be ruined because of me, my family has the biggest influence in the world but yet it failed to be alive, how come he's gonna do that. Evyn Viotto I am always busy with my own thing, love never had space in my heart or in brain. I had enough drama from my family, but when I am tired of it, she's there for me, I want to be with her too but forever. She doesn't talk much but her few words express everything, "Hazel, I am sorry. I am so sorry but remember be it your brother or your own self, you can't ignore the fact the I love you and I always will. I will fight against the whole world if have to. I am not gonna leave you." " I won't buy you Ms. Hazel Gray, I will earn you." ----------------------

Cherophobia by acquilaray_

"Cherophobia" he said scooting closer. "Are you okay? " I asked and shifted further away from him feeling uncomfortable with him sitting next to me. "Do you know what it is?" I slightly shook my head at his question. Okay this was getting really weird. I didn't understand what he was saying and here he was still scooting over. "It's when a person is often afraid to participate in things characterized as fun or being happy....". ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When a traumatised young man escapes his family to live with his uncle in another country in hopes of a better life, he finds it. But not from his therapeutic sessions with his psychologist. No. He finds solace and healing from Keturah, the young black lady who has her own battle and scars to heal from. She doesn't know how to do that. Heck! both of them don't really know. Until he comes back for her.

Reincarnation (Hetalia England x OC) SEE DEAR FRANCIS, by Faery_Brown

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One and the Same (Hetalia [PruCan]) by LUNAticX

Gilbert has always been able to see the blond. He's always realized that no one else can. And he knows it's because he's fading, too. Matthew tries to pretend that he hasn't noticed. But the signs are all there. Something is wrong with the Prussian and he's determined to find out what. However his determination to discover the truth just might end up testing their relationship...and pushing one of them over the edge. Picture credit goes to: https://31.media.tumblr.com/325048a7d2b9c6ce19a02404100e75fd/tumblr_n7u8f0bAmT1tukanmo1_500.jpg

One More Night by Shickzander

(Based on the movie Two Night Stand) What exactly led Matthew and Gilbert to that one night among the sheets? And what will happen now that a blizzard has prevented them from leaving Matthew's tiny apartment? Is this the second chance they both need in life, or is it a curse meant to punish them for everybody they've wronged? Mama Shick does not own Hetalia or its characters, but she does own, like, three nightstands, which is a lot for a single person to have.

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