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Philophobia (prucan because I'm a sucker)

MiaOsterwaLd184

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Parts 29
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Reads 21,189
Votes 763
Parts 29
Time 2h 0m

MiaOsterwaLd184

Mature

angst hetalia philophobia prucan

Philophobia - an overwhelming and unreasonable fear of falling in love. 

Matthew suffers from severe philophobia and depression because of a breakup with an abusive ex when he was 17 and neglectful parents. At age 23 He meets 25 year old Gilbert, who quickly falls in love with the awkward blonde. Matthew struggles not to reciprocate Gilbert's feelings out of fear of being rejected again. Will Matthew cave and admit his love for the charmingly goofy German? Or will things spiral out of control causing Matthew's depression to worsen

T/W
Philophobia
Probably major angst
Possible cutting
Suicide if I feel like it
My massively sadistic ass
If you read my last book then there will be a significantly more swears
Hetalia does not belong to me neither do any of these characters and absolutely none of the art is mine because dear god I do not have the skill for that.All Rights Reserved

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