a black girl's rage
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Last published Thu, Jun 11, 2020
so many thoughts cloud my head. i think everyone i meet hates me. there's so much i want to scream to the scorching sun, but i end up whispering it to the sacred moon. i'm angry. Yes, I ,a black girl, am angry. I may be feeding the stereotype, but i don't care and i'm fucking pissed. i get treated so badly and i'm supposed to be fucking happy? I'm supposed ignore my pain whilst others groan about the slightest discomfort they feel? No, not on my agenda.
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