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Finding my Happiness {ON HOLD}

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Reads 24,867
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Parts 23
Time 4h 47m

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business secrets teenfiction thug urban

If you've ever loved someone and they take their love away you hurt. You hurt and become bitter and you make sure that you never have to experience that pain again. That's how I am.

I'm Jelena Rose Parker, and I was loved unconditionally until someone took everybody in my family except my dad. My entire family was killed one by one. I lost my dad to cancer and when I say I'm the only one I have left I mean it. 

I a few that love me but they don't know my trials, tribulations or history and I don't think they ever will. I just want love and happiness again if it's possible.All Rights Reserved

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THUG LOVE

Only a THUG knows how to show the right LOVE How can you be hurt multiple times? How can you be in love with a drug lord? How can you live knowing the person you was in love with "friend" killed someone that was important to you? How can you survive through all the lies and heartbreaks? How can you have such a bad life as a sophomore and watch everything you touch get taken away? How can you hold on so tightly with a big heart? Well ask Imani Benson, she been through a lot, but out of so much "Thug Love" it changed her and her life. -A