I never knew that love could be this destructive. Simply loving him could brought me so much pain and disaster. I longed for him that I coud not come to understand that our fate could never be intertwined and we are not destined to be together. In Capital letters "WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER" Everything I did was for him. Just this once when will he look at me the way look he at 'her' but no it could never ever happen. There was no space for myself to squeeze in. It has to be 'her' and will always be 'her'. It was then too late for regret. No room for guilt. Yes I admit that I dont deserve death but death came knocking at my door. Unexpectadly at my final moments I was given a chance. A chance to enjoy life once more Date Started: September 14, 2019 Date Completed: ........................................................................ Authors note: Original story. Be reminded that english is not my first language. You will all encounter a lot of wrong grammars and spelling. Slow update. Thank you for reading. Edit: I revised the intro but everything is still the same. Chapters will be edited from time to time if there's a need for correction. Credits to google for the pic