Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place, Like you just don't belong, And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room, With the radio on turned up so loud, That no one hears you're screaming? No, you don't know what it's like. When nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like To be like me. Bella Smith is a not so normal 18 year old girl. She listens to Nirvana, while most girls her age listen to pop music. Bella's parents fight constantly, her father physically abuses her, her mother verbally. Bella has been dealing with depression ever since she was 13. She gets bullied inside and outside of school, she fights the urge to self harm, but fails with trying to stay strong. But what happens when she meets Ashton Irwin at her most vulnerable time? Ashton shows her the ups in life, and shows her what to live for. But what happens if Bella breaks down? To be on the edge of breaking down, And no one's there to save you. No, you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life...
Elliot Jensen and Elliot Fintry have a lot in common. They share the same name, the same house, the same school, oh and they hate each other but, as they will quickly learn, there is a fine line between love and hate.