How tf do you take a innocent girl, that trusted you, with everything, her heart, body and all && shatter allat shit, she still tries to fwu because she see nothing but the good in you, she loves you, gave you everything she could, you were her first, first everything, she's attached to you ... but you made her feel how she do, gave her reasons to feel how she do && want nothing to do with her anymore, she did nothing ... and you don't see anything wrong in what you do? you are fucking evil fr && then when that girl turns crazy over you, when that girl cannot LEAVE you like you left her, she's her own problem? she broke her own heart? so now she has to fix herself. that shit ain't fucking easy. that shit HURTS bro. i've been hurt && damaged too many && sooooo many times bro, i'm done saying i wanna keep pushing cause i don't bro. this shit breaks ah mfka down fr, ion feel like i'm worth shit, i don't love myself, i love everybody else before myself & i can't help what my heart do. you niggas are so lame istg y'all is.
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She didn't reply and I felt her finger move across my skin, lower, and almost all the way down my lower back. A shiver coursed through my body, strangely pleasant, and I felt her finger stop. "Your tattoos are beautiful," she said softly.
Too close. She was too close. My pulse was hammering and I could feel her cool breath against my skin when she spoke, and my body was warm from having felt her. I couldn't reply. My breathing was light and shaken. I wanted to just turn around and pull her against me, or rather put her against a wall, so I could kiss her and feel her more properly against me. If she touched me again, I wasn't sure that I could keep myself from doing just that.
"I'm going to take a shower," I said suddenly in an attempt to escape. She didn't stop me, so I took that opportunity to walk away. When I reached the bathroom, I took a deep breath to steady myself as well as my pulse. Closing the door behind me, I ran a hand through my hair. She truly was a nightmare.
A bad boy's worst nightmare was a girl that made him want to be a good one.