Ari (in memory of a friend)

I would advise people to read only if can handle this type of thing. For privacy reasons no real last names of people in story used & some stuff in this story are going to switch up to become fictional to make it a little less painful to write this story of how & why this hits hard for all involved at time of it all. trigger warnings for all sorts of things as this was a tragic event in my life & is a bit hard to talk about. But if it helps another all for someone to read this then all for sharing to help more.

This is a story in memory of my friend who committed suicide recently. Story about a girl that was bullied, rejected, depressed, left alone, had so much pain inside yet always smiled said nothing was wrong would give you everything she had even her heart if you needed it. You are not alone. Nobody ever is when dealing with this pain or her loss. Her story. Her struggle. Needed to be heard so that maybe people can know the truth on what this does. Need opinions on how you all feel on it so far. Going to take a while to get it all out there. Please be patient this loss is still raw a sore subject to talk about. Going to miss her... :( Hope this helps others.