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utterly, delightedly haunted // k.sm

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Parts 10
Time 1h 52m

celestial-vexation

bangchan darkpast fanfiction hanjisung hwanghyunjin kimseungmin kimwoojin kpop leefelix leeminho mentalhealth ptsd reader recovery romance seochangbin skz stay straykids yangjeongin ỷn

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚Stray Kids Fanfiction˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊
    ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚Seungmin x Reader˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊
         ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚University AU˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

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His voice was soft as it caressed your ear, the simple intimacy of the feeling telling you more than whatever he could possibly say next. 

"I know you're scared."

Shivers ran down your spine at the implication of his words, at the memory of another boy, in another life. Warm fingers intertwined with yours and squeezed, a promise within itself. 

"But I won't let you go. And we'll never be apart."

Your blood ran cold. That had been exactly what he said.

Right before he speared a knife through your middle and took his own life.

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First fanfic, y'all. Pray for me. 

Warning: unedited and horrendous word construction.

Agonizingly slow updates. 

Started: April 3, 2019

Ended: lol you wishAll Rights Reserved

bangchan darkpast fanfiction hanjisung hwanghyunjin kimseungmin kimwoojin kpop leefelix leeminho mentalhealth ptsd reader recovery romance seochangbin skz stay straykids yangjeongin ỷn

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Limbo by Nakayama_Aiko

It's amazing how one second, it feels like everything is perfect. Like he's reached heaven on earth. And then in the next second, that heaven can be shattered. Living in a world that keeps turning while he's trying to recover feels like he's trapped in limbo. And there's no escape. Or Lee Know and his manager get into a car crash. He thinks that all his injuries are external and will heal quickly. What he doesn't realize is that the thing that was hurt the most was inside and recovering from a traumatic situation takes a lot longer. Or, ya know, concussions, injuries, and PTSD. Name from: Limbo by Lee Know Chapter titles from: Cars Outside by James Arthur

Alone {𝕄𝕀ℕ𝕊𝕌ℕ𝔾} by stanxtalent

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia

𝐒𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞// Hwang Hyunjin by Jungwons_smile

You and Hyunjin have been best friends for a really long time already. You knew each other since the two of you were 15 Which means that you know Straykids too. You love their songs and choreography's, a lot. The members always teased the both of you by saying "you two would be a really good couple, you know ?" Or "come together already" and even more really unnecessary things. Ya'll just ignored it and laughed about it, after awhile though, you started to think about all the things they say. "Would we really be a good couple ?" That's the question your head repeated all the time. The boys and you go to school, it's a chaos but a comfortable one. You love being around them, especially Hyunjin. You just love him really much, as a friend. Well, you believed that. <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬- 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝐂𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐎𝐟𝐟 𝐘𝐨𝐮- 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐄𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫 :) 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬: -𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 -𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟 -𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐲 -𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬 -𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭

Sacrifice (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

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Sterling by variestae

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Let Me Out | SEUNGIN - Stray Kids by hwngstarlost

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Limbo

It's amazing how one second, it feels like everything is perfect. Like he's reached heaven on earth. And then in the next second, that heaven can be shattered. Living in a world that keeps turning while he's trying to recover feels like he's trapped in limbo. And there's no escape. Or Lee Know and his manager get into a car crash. He thinks that all his injuries are external and will heal quickly. What he doesn't realize is that the thing that was hurt the most was inside and recovering from a traumatic situation takes a lot longer. Or, ya know, concussions, injuries, and PTSD. Name from: Limbo by Lee Know Chapter titles from: Cars Outside by James Arthur