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she knows the rules and she obeys them
her life isn't easy, but she understands she can't change it
until she met him and found herself
a story of strength, perseverance and faith
WARNING!! - story involves explicit scenes of domestic abuse and bullying. Scenes of depression, schizophrenia, and self harm may be contained in the story (a warning will be at beginning of chapter and beginning of scene)
I am not galmourising or romanctising abuse or mental health issues of self harm! This story involves my own personal accounts and experiences and others I've read online or in other books.
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