Story Of My Life

This story is going to be about my childhood life and it means a lot to me cause this is really going on and making feel this way (depression) cause it started when I was a baby till now and I still have that same feeling for rest of my life till time is up...
And I am always thinking that I am not good enough, worthless, lazy,freak,not beautiful,not pretty,nobody,invisible,why am I on this Earth?,nobody doesn't want me or needs me, and and etc.