This is not a story, this is a book of my thoughts and feelings . I am sure that my thoughts are not only mine, they are also inside every person in this world. Maybe by reading this book you will feel understood and comfortable because the words or the thoughts that I will say might express some of your feeling, thoughts,fears or things that you are not even able to say it to yourself. Just give it a shot, I am using this book to let out all my feelings and maybe even discuss them with you. Therefore, this book will help me and you.