I wanted you

I will transmit to you my feelings, my thoughts, my fears, my worries, my dreams, my love; How I loved him and still love him through my thoughts. I hope that one day he will understand why everything changes suddenly. Why am I no longer by his side. How could I leave and leave behind me the memories, the smiles, the most beautiful moments of my life. I hope that one day he will learn to love again as deep as we loved each other. I want him, but I can't go back. I hope someone will see himself or herself through my story and understand the WHY, because I am still searching for the WHY in everything to understand myself. I must first understand, to let him understand. Hope you like my story. It's feelings before being a story.

Thank you
A Writer-
Freedom