How to love?

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Parts 9
Time 39m

Reads 339
Votes 11
Parts 9
Time 39m

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My first love was depressing, it is torturing me. It is breaking me over and over again. It has been one year and yet I still couldn't accept the fact that he replaced me. I don't know why but, I still love him. I know I am stupid enough to still love him but its my choice. 

I finally woke up and moved on but there is still a place for my ex. I need to be strong because being strong is the only choice that I have.

I tried to love again but I can't love like how I loved my ex. I tried so many times but I am just hurting myself. Now I'm asking myself. 


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