How to love?
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Ongoing39m
Last published Tue, Dec 30, 2014
My first love was depressing, it is torturing me. It is breaking me over and over again. It has been one year and yet I still couldn't accept the fact that he replaced me. I don't know why but, I still love him. I know I am stupid enough to still love him but its my choice.
I finally woke up and moved on but there is still a place for my ex. I need to be strong because being strong is the only choice that I have.
I tried to love again but I can't love like how I loved my ex. I tried so many times but I am just hurting myself. Now I'm asking myself.
How to love?
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