After that one night I never expected that He would take things seriously. I don't have the leisure of time to fool around, until He showed me his sincerity... not too long though. He was like the sparkles in these Fireworks, he was bright and colorful when he came, giving me the euphoric feeling. But soon enough like these lights, he will soon fade away... How can someone change so drastically? And that was the time I started doubting myself, again...