Feelings for a famous guy

You are 14 years old, you live alone with your mother, your dad is a police and isn't home very much and your big brother lives somewhere far away from you. You are going to highschool and you will meet a lot of new people, but is everyone nice to you? Will you have friends there? How can you deal with the feelings you have for that boy from Stranger Things, Finn Wolfhard? You can read it all in this story, hope you'll like it :)