The Atarah Is Mine (OnGoing)

They said your family is your strength, your everything. They also said everyone will leave you except your family so what happened on my family? 'Cause they're the one who left me, who made me feel I don't deserve to be love. I love my family but the question do they love me?

Of course no. Who would love a girl that is useless, stupid, and ugly? Of course no one again even if my own family. I just grew up facing the truth that no one loves me, no one care about me and no one will stay with me forever.

I'm living the world with the wound here in my heart and I am the only one who comfort myself whenever I feel lonely. But because of that I learned how to be strong enough to face the truth and I will show my family how worth it I am to be love.

I wish someday I will find someone who will understand my whole personality even the worst one. Someday I will be a better person for my future and I will shock everyone with my success not now but soon, this world who kills me now will be the world who will see who I can be tomorrow.